Friday, December 30, 2005

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Beautiful Disaster
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He drowns in his dreams...
An exquisite extreme I know.
He’s as dumb as he seems...
And more heaven than a heart could hold.
And if I try to save him,
My whole world could cave in.
It just ain’t right...

Oh when I don’t know...
I don’t know what he’s after...
But he’s so beautiful...
Such a beautiful disaster...
And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter...
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster...

His magical myth...
As strong as with I believe.
A tragedy, with
More damage than a soul should see...
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him...
Hold on tight...

Oh cuz I don’t know...
I don’t know what he’s after...
But he’s so beautiful...
Such a beautiful disaster...
And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter...
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster...

I’m longing for love and the logical.
But he’s only happy hysterical...
I’m waiting for some kind of miracle...
Waited so long...
So long...!
He’s soft to the touch...
But afraid at the end he breaks,
He’s never enough...
And still leaves more than I can take..

Oh cuz I don’t know...
I don’t know what he’s after...
But he’s so beautiful...
Such a beautiful disaster...
And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter...
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster...

He’s beautiful...
Lord, he's so beautiful...
Such a beautiful disaster ...

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