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The Most Important
Annoucement Of Your Life
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Please read VERY carefully because..........

I've got the most important annoucement to make:

....I TOOK A PHOTO WITH TAY PING HUI!!!

I'm not a crazy fan nor anyone's fan in our local celeb scene but this guy's sweet!

kkk WAIT, let me explain everything to you. I was working in suntec right then I was walking with my manager E when suddenly E said 'oh my gosh is that tay ping hui [T]?' then i stun dio and i really stun for very long can! then without taking my eyes off him [he was with with the mediacorp crew] i dug my cam out of my bag and i annouced to E that i was going to take a photo with T no matter what it takes. then E was like moving backwards AWAY FROM ME [E's so pang seh can!] cos i was waving to T. i mean, i was waving casually, like a friend to a friend, not like a siao enthu fan... and T smiled at me ok????!!!!!

and you know what??? i went right up to the crew [i think in the midst of their discussion] and said 'may i take a photo with...mr...tay..?' then the director/producer/bung said condescendingly, 'maybe later?' and i just backed off. but i hovered around in the background with E, and i told E that i'm going to cause a scene in the filming by adding my own lines. HAHAHAH omgg!!!

then after about 5-6 mins T came towards US or rather, ME, and i wasn't facing him then. thankfully i didn't know he was walking towards me, if not i would have fainted THERE AND THEN. i mean, seriously, i'm not a fan like those girlish girls but i was genuinely touched by his good manners and non-taoness. so when i turned around i stun dio ok!!! ---> T was right in front of me! and T is really damn tall, and his shoulders were so broad. and he was smiling. but i don't like him in any romantic way. i just feel good about it. and i actually almost asked for his number but i stopped myself cos it'll be really really weird. i don't know what do you classify that under..., i mean, i don't feel for him in any way cos he's a celeb. arghh. but anyway.. and yes E took a really really good photo of me and T!:

then after that i said 'thank you...' and i think i was gaping at him [i wished i didn't! i looked like an idiot!] cos he was like 'why?' [he was SMILING] and i said nothing nothing [and i'm SMILING]... but i think i kept staring at him! then he walked away towards his crew, then he turned around again [SMILING], and i shook my head again [SMILING].

ahhh!!! i'm going mad!!!

but i maintain my stand that i don't have feelings for celebs. seriously i DON'T.

i saw another actor there- he acted as xiaoxin in holland village. i don't know his name, i just know him as xiaoxin. but i didn't take photo with him cos it just wasn't quite there. ...if you know what i mean.

oh well! sweet dreams tonight! :)

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just my luck. and he's to blame.
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i'm serious about this, the exchanges we had were downright cute, cos it's like i was walking then he ran up to say hi, then after that we talk for a while and i just walked on then he 'err' then i turn around 'ya?' then he like did some self-confusing gestures then he say 'nothing nothing'. then after that i continue walking then he 'er' again... then i paused, then he say 'nothing' again. then i just turn and continue walking. haha but after that i went to find him and we slacked for 2 hours. it was so cute okay!!!

haha i don't care if u get it but it was a fond memory.

but nope i didnt take his number. cos, i suspect that he's already attached. so i'll leave it as that.

just my luck! :)

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NO MORE GUESSING GAMES.
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today i went to OG with W and i saw a purple suede GUESS bag with a weird shape, but I LOVED the design and it took me some time to get over it cos it had a weird shape.

after that i went to taka and i saw a SIMILAR GUESS bag with the same theme but the only difference is that the shape is perfect. and because it costs S$105.00, i stood there with the bag in my arms and i stare at it, hoping it'll be mine. then i look at the price tag and started to convince myself that it's difficult to maintain cos it's suede, PLUS there are a lot of mo-mo (fur) around it which means added risks of breathing problems. so i took 20 MINUTES to tell myself that i have to let it go.

it's my worst GUESS experience ever.

why is it that women love shopping? why do i not see my brother shop as often? i'm a sucker for colours! i can stand for an HOUR just deciding on this or that colour! and most of the time i just buy both! i'm horrible!!!

sometimes i must learn to keep my mouth shut. i talk a lot and they say i nag a lot... do i really? tomorrow i have to be part of the tea ceremony and i better learn to shut up and not talk unnecessarily. maybe my mouth's my nemesis!

hey btw coffee club @ taka rawks! :)

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attack!
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ok i overreact. sometimes i underreact, and sometimes i overreact. hais!

it's just after rain, and it's 1.30am, it's dead quiet in my town, except for the occasional motorcycle, and the radio's on the 90.5, with good old oldies.

sometimes oldies just makes time stop because i feel like a pre-teen once again, without worries or cares. it's the music that make the atmosphere, don't you think?

i had a good talk with my old friend...i was so afraid of hurting her with my words but i think i did in the end. sometimes i try so hard to be tactful but there's just no other way of putting it. sometimes there's just out of words to use and i even brace myself for the consequences before using my selected words. i was really surprised at the way she felt because for such a strong character like her, in fact we've never spoken like this before and it strengthened our friendship.

but sometimes i feel bad for being me.

sometimes when i feel chicken i wish for something to happen so that i can escape out of the situation, it can be something small like someone cutting in, or something big like a massive earthquake.

and sometimes i think the world works better when blindfolded.

sometimes life tastes better with unsolved mysteries.

sometimes you get angry when someone casually or unintentionally put you down, but your anger turns into like, sadness and you break down.

how many of you let your emotions rule your dressing? if you feel ugly you dress ugly?

how many of you have moods that are affected by your hair?

how many of you have moods affected by weather?

what is a mood????

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