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honk the honk and tonk the tonk
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there was one night i came back from my late night exam right, and i walked into the living room. i just stared at my mom, who was eating nuts (as usual) and my brother who was modifying his fishing rod. then i wondered out loud i said, "why am i living with you?"
they looked at me, then they went back to what they were doing. HAHAHA.
anyway i've had two papers down, and both of them my wrist worked for the entire duration of the time, from start to finish. like, non-stop full blast writing for two hours. i'm quite surprised that my hand and mind can coordinate so well because it was quite smooth-sailing. i know i gave my best and vomitted all that i've memorised, but somehow there's always this nagging feeling that i've left something out. cos i mean, merely regurgitating is not enough.. those freaks are looking out for some argument or some analysis in the bloody essay. it terrifies me that i may end up with B- or C for the essays. especially when i've really done my best and feel good about my work. :( don't give me C please!!!!
nah, i guess the nagging feeling is normal for everyone.
remember that bloody project with that mr. know-it-all? yah, i've just got news that the project was a B. B for Bloody! from today onwards i would never ever ever ever work with him on a project. and we've good reason to because it's 90% his written work! which apparently sucks! grr!
yesterday i was so terrified cos by the time i got to school, the fuel tank was Zero! nada, nil! so on the return trip i was so terrified and i kept talking to the car, to "hang in there". i don't have the habit of checking the fuel level and i think i should paste a sticky note there. if the engine dies on the highway, especially on the slip roads, i'll be creating a hell load of trouble for everyone. and it didn't help that it was raining. i was never in such panic mode before. it was awful and was really a lesson to learn! so there's something u can learn from today: CHECK YOUR FUEL! :D
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Thursday, November 29, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
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excruciating
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it's totally excruciating to listen to that stupid adriana wow speak on the noose. i can't stand her voice.
today i'm going to complain about one particular person in school that i can't stand. so there was this microsoft chain mail about Bill Gates sharing his fortune with people who forward the email, right. they said that they will pay $245 for each person you send and so blahblahblah i just forwarded the email to randomly selected people. come on it's not my fault that i happened to be free at that point in time and decided to try my luck??? not that i totally believed in it, but if i really received a cheque of $20,000 i could not only pay for my uni but also put some away for a car! right, as if it's that much.
and i've never been more unlucky to have sent it to the stinkiest critic [by pure chance] who think he's the smartest and most intelligent person on this earth. because my friend informed me to say that he slammed me on his msn nick. he had to slam me on his msn nick?! and a lot of pple knew that he slammed me. his bloody msn nick read: "how dumb can u pple be... for ****'s sake microsoft will not pay u $$ for dat dumb email that u juz forwaded to me" blahblahblahblahblahhhhh???? well it's not my fault that i sent the bloody email to him because his email address sounds GAY and i thought it was one of my girl friends. i would protect his identity, though. it would really be magnanimous of me, wouldn't it? HA-HA.
from today onwards i am NOT GOING TO acknowledge that i have ever known or worked with this irritating twenty-something prick. especially when i think he's GAY. never have i had met any guy who rather talk to the other guy pricks than girls. he's seriously gay. and he carries around this gay bag that i can't stand. and his dressing is like, tight fitting clothes
honestly i used to like his head because his head was really attractive. my friends asked me which angle of his head was the best. like, whatever. but now i don't particularly care about his head anymore. after the way he treats me!? there can never be relaxation and happy music if he's in the same room as me. the project work wasn't exactly smooth-sailing. there was this terrible strain of tension that i can't stand and his crankiness and weirdness and then there was his HEAD.
and if mr. know-it-all chances upon my blog, and reads this post, which i don't think will happen because i keep my blog as within friends as possible. even if he reads this, the most he can do is pour paint in my bag or give me a 1 for peer evaluation out of 5?! HA-HAH so i've won this time. yahoo.
jeez, just when i thought i'd try something new called 'not being bitchy'. why am i wasting my time complaining about this anyway???
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excruciating
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it's totally excruciating to listen to that stupid adriana wow speak on the noose. i can't stand her voice.
today i'm going to complain about one particular person in school that i can't stand. so there was this microsoft chain mail about Bill Gates sharing his fortune with people who forward the email, right. they said that they will pay $245 for each person you send and so blahblahblah i just forwarded the email to randomly selected people. come on it's not my fault that i happened to be free at that point in time and decided to try my luck??? not that i totally believed in it, but if i really received a cheque of $20,000 i could not only pay for my uni but also put some away for a car! right, as if it's that much.
and i've never been more unlucky to have sent it to the stinkiest critic [by pure chance] who think he's the smartest and most intelligent person on this earth. because my friend informed me to say that he slammed me on his msn nick. he had to slam me on his msn nick?! and a lot of pple knew that he slammed me. his bloody msn nick read: "how dumb can u pple be... for ****'s sake microsoft will not pay u $$ for dat dumb email that u juz forwaded to me" blahblahblahblahblahhhhh???? well it's not my fault that i sent the bloody email to him because his email address sounds GAY and i thought it was one of my girl friends. i would protect his identity, though. it would really be magnanimous of me, wouldn't it? HA-HA.
from today onwards i am NOT GOING TO acknowledge that i have ever known or worked with this irritating twenty-something prick. especially when i think he's GAY. never have i had met any guy who rather talk to the other guy pricks than girls. he's seriously gay. and he carries around this gay bag that i can't stand. and his dressing is like, tight fitting clothes
honestly i used to like his head because his head was really attractive. my friends asked me which angle of his head was the best. like, whatever. but now i don't particularly care about his head anymore. after the way he treats me!? there can never be relaxation and happy music if he's in the same room as me. the project work wasn't exactly smooth-sailing. there was this terrible strain of tension that i can't stand and his crankiness and weirdness and then there was his HEAD.
and if mr. know-it-all chances upon my blog, and reads this post, which i don't think will happen because i keep my blog as within friends as possible. even if he reads this, the most he can do is pour paint in my bag or give me a 1 for peer evaluation out of 5?! HA-HAH so i've won this time. yahoo.
jeez, just when i thought i'd try something new called 'not being bitchy'. why am i wasting my time complaining about this anyway???
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
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Vow
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I have decided that I would not be getting married. Yes, I have committed myself to singlehood. The reasons are simple. I don't want to clean up the darn house nor buy food for my kids nor anything. The only part I'm looking forward to is furnishing the house, actually. Hence I can openly declare this because I cannot stand the nagging that goes on behind me.
Common phrases I have been hearing since I was 17:
1. "left on the shelf"
2. "look out"
3. "can already"
4. "go and fish"
5. "catch big fish like so and so"
To which I will just smile in acknowledgement and say 'yes i'm getting married tomorrow'. it's simple. what's wrong with everybody?? it's like, it's a CRIME to not have a boyfriend by age 18. I am going to church later to pray to God to put a stop to people's nagging!!~ AHHHH!!!!
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Vow
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I have decided that I would not be getting married. Yes, I have committed myself to singlehood. The reasons are simple. I don't want to clean up the darn house nor buy food for my kids nor anything. The only part I'm looking forward to is furnishing the house, actually. Hence I can openly declare this because I cannot stand the nagging that goes on behind me.
Common phrases I have been hearing since I was 17:
1. "left on the shelf"
2. "look out"
3. "can already"
4. "go and fish"
5. "catch big fish like so and so"
To which I will just smile in acknowledgement and say 'yes i'm getting married tomorrow'. it's simple. what's wrong with everybody?? it's like, it's a CRIME to not have a boyfriend by age 18. I am going to church later to pray to God to put a stop to people's nagging!!~ AHHHH!!!!
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
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brass Knuckles!
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evil, evil, evil!
i keep reloading only to find myself empty again. grrrr.
it's terribly WRONG to slack but sometimes i really NEED some time for myself and my family, right? ahhh. evil, evil, evil.
EVIL when someone gets an A+ and then says that she only 'did it the night before'. ahhhh! what's up with people like that?!?! i haven't got my result yet. if i get an A+ or anything CLOSE i'll seriously jump.
i've learnt something. DON'T set high expectations of the world in general because it'll disappoint you only in the end. so if you set low expectations, you can actually appreciate events better.
a guy came up to my friend and asked her ''are you from earth?'' and she stared blankly at him. then after that he said ''you don't look like you're from earth.'' and walked away. i think that either she was this close to revealing her disguise as a martian or he was a martian looking for his fellow deployed aliens.
i like acting, right? you would have expected me to join some drama society but no, i had to join something else. i don't know why, you know? i just always take the hard way out just to challenge time and life. something's seriously wrong with my outlook on living. and i don't know if it's beneficial or baaad.
i have friends in school, but it seems like i don't see them at all. it's like so saaad. haha. here i am, complaining for the lack of companions in school. next sem will get better, i think. i'll totally round them up to bid for the similar modules. come find me friends!... no matter how...meanly i treat you, or laugh when you got cut...or laughed at your trip. ahhh. pang goes my guilt. maybe people don't like me because i am a bully? ME? BULLY? gosh, you must be joking.
i guess you're right. i feel so bad now.
bollywood, bollywood. haha. i might as well tell you why. you know, i offended someone on monday. cos my friend and i were making fun of him [behind his back]. can't blame us, you know! he was so evil to us. and no, we didn't do it for anyone's attention, seriously. but there was a huge case of banging of tables and all that and a friend three seats away could hear our evil plans. and the victim-well, he kind of heard everything we said, so. if i ever see him in school, i'm going to run the other way and i hope he PRETENDS not to see me too. it'll be too too embarrassing. ahh. my verbal vomit. happens and makes things awkward for myself. bad bad mouth! :( we even have code names. oh shoots. bad bad. resolution: SHUT UP! :)
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brass Knuckles!
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evil, evil, evil!
i keep reloading only to find myself empty again. grrrr.
it's terribly WRONG to slack but sometimes i really NEED some time for myself and my family, right? ahhh. evil, evil, evil.
EVIL when someone gets an A+ and then says that she only 'did it the night before'. ahhhh! what's up with people like that?!?! i haven't got my result yet. if i get an A+ or anything CLOSE i'll seriously jump.
i've learnt something. DON'T set high expectations of the world in general because it'll disappoint you only in the end. so if you set low expectations, you can actually appreciate events better.
a guy came up to my friend and asked her ''are you from earth?'' and she stared blankly at him. then after that he said ''you don't look like you're from earth.'' and walked away. i think that either she was this close to revealing her disguise as a martian or he was a martian looking for his fellow deployed aliens.
i like acting, right? you would have expected me to join some drama society but no, i had to join something else. i don't know why, you know? i just always take the hard way out just to challenge time and life. something's seriously wrong with my outlook on living. and i don't know if it's beneficial or baaad.
i have friends in school, but it seems like i don't see them at all. it's like so saaad. haha. here i am, complaining for the lack of companions in school. next sem will get better, i think. i'll totally round them up to bid for the similar modules. come find me friends!... no matter how...meanly i treat you, or laugh when you got cut...or laughed at your trip. ahhh. pang goes my guilt. maybe people don't like me because i am a bully? ME? BULLY? gosh, you must be joking.
i guess you're right. i feel so bad now.
bollywood, bollywood. haha. i might as well tell you why. you know, i offended someone on monday. cos my friend and i were making fun of him [behind his back]. can't blame us, you know! he was so evil to us. and no, we didn't do it for anyone's attention, seriously. but there was a huge case of banging of tables and all that and a friend three seats away could hear our evil plans. and the victim-well, he kind of heard everything we said, so. if i ever see him in school, i'm going to run the other way and i hope he PRETENDS not to see me too. it'll be too too embarrassing. ahh. my verbal vomit. happens and makes things awkward for myself. bad bad mouth! :( we even have code names. oh shoots. bad bad. resolution: SHUT UP! :)
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