Saturday, March 29, 2008

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I got married.
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Yes, I got married on the 27th March 2008.
I hired andy as the photographer and teo as the witness.
I got married without my family knowing.
My wedding flowers were gerberras.
My wedding car was my car.
The theme for my wedding was picked by my husband.


The date, too.


Here are the photoshoots:














look in the car's mirror carefully! uber artistic shot.









my groom.



I have no time to do the housework cos I'm still studying in NUS.
Maybe i'll get him to hire a maid.
I go to school 7 days a week. No kidding.
I think school is my house, and my house is my school.
I don't think the life that i'm leading correspond with that of an undergrad's.

Anyway I'm really sorry to my dear buddies that I didn't invite you to my wedding. Maybe my second wedding I would. Cos this wedding was entirely impromptu and i didn't realize it until around 3am.

Oh and the theme song was "Ken Lee". go google it on youtube.

My brother's away at camp. The house is unusually quiet without him. And with me coming home late and spending less time with mom, talking less to her, cos i'm most of the time rushing my work on the laptop, it really is a no-go. :( seems like life takes a turn when my brother isn't home.

And I have 16 books from the library based on 3 accounts.
For one disgusting, horrible essay which i thoroughly enjoy doing.
I'm going to spend the entire week returning the 16 books because I really HATE to stand at the deposit slot and deposit the books with the disgusting sound and the gross green light. 4 is bad enough, much less 16 at a go. I think NUS will stop and gather around me.

When I read the forwarded clumpy email from van I totally laughed out loud. it's now an in thing in school. everyone's talking about it. Clumpy even has a blog and wanyu showed me. nus is so happening. now i'm thinking, when i see Clumpy around, I totally have to siam and laugh at one corner.

For the first time in my life I have missed a tutorial by PURE accident. It was supposed to be at 12pm but I turned up at 1pm and said HI to the tutor. and somemore i asked her to buy my Tub Station. stupid right? she suan me can.

i haven't visited grams in ages. 2 weeks counting now. it's just so unfair to her that i'm not able to visit her due to the lack of time. sorry, grams. i really tried but i can't find time.. and i haven't met ade and van for our supposed 'weekly' thing.. hopefully things will get better after our exams. these weeks just aren't breathable.

my ci's gonna hibernate le. i wonder if i should to. but honestly i don't know if i can. i cancelled all my afternoon and evening tuition tomorrow cos gotta rush 2 if not 3 major projects due monday and tuesday. my table's in a mess, and all the work is just pending. on top of that teez called me to get my budgeting and that reminds me of more uncompleted work..??

my cadet saw me taking the lift from my void deck. he asked me if i lived there. i said no, i don't. hahaha omg what was i supposed to say?! :D yes?! and next day they all come find me!? haha!!

it's so strange to eat prata at 4.30am. especially when i have tuition the next day at 9am. as i am a professional i didn't allow the lack of sleep to affect my delivery of the lesson. omg i totally rock and should be awarded tutor of the year. that reminds me of banana spirit and dinosar.

feel quite happy that xuanyu and omar (and teez!) are really on about this. it just makes working with them even more pleasant. :) i only hope now that our dear anne lim takes the other side. that'll totally rock life.

haven't seen or heard fish and weiqi in a while. wonder how they're doing. i think weiqi not doing cac camp le. i've got 3-4 camps to plan in may-july. i wonder how it's gonna turn out?! -.-"

apparently andy wants me to write a rap. i'd gladly take the challenge.

oh that day i saw sherlynn at level 3 of central library, she was on a book-hunting mission and i told her i love borrowing books from central library. she complain that arts project/essay must borrow a lot of books one. hahaha so funny. i told her yah, i currently (had) have 10 books at home. (i just added the 6 today, and i plan to run away with the 6 cos it's not my account). hahahahaha! :)

i see sharon kee every 4 hours. i hear her 'hillda' every 4 hours and yell 'hi' back without turning back cos we past each other already among the crowd.
meeting serene in arts is just noisy. meeting ahmad in arts rocks.
lokcok saw me embarrassing myself at the card tapping entrance of central library. i was holding a lot of things.
i have been eating corn throughout the week. and drinking coffee with each visit to the central library lounge. oh yah, i have been drinking icafe the whole week.
i made serious eye contact with a singer along arts walkway. he was so boyish-cute.
i met a skateboarder who was apparently a stalker. he's totally americanized and he's cute.

i'm going school tomorrow (again). it's a sunday. i didn't go church this week. haven't been to church since easter. my easter wasn't as enjoyable cos i had test the next day. i spent 3.5 hours in church on easter.

sorry ade that i can't help out for invigilation. things are just so tight.
i'm not even sure if i can go down with them for campcraft com! :(

i ate dinner with duc. it was pretty awkward but romantic. oh and yikang's not attached. so is eric's phone. that reminds me, i am doing a project with 5 GUYS FROM COMPUTING.
tell me that it's STUPID?!?! hahaahahhaaaha 5 guys from computing. how brilliant. 5 geeks. should name our group Geek Fest.


it's 11.30pm and i'm one-third way through my essay.

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Sunday, March 09, 2008







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I Don't Dare Love
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A walk through the garden I'm taking alone;
The first sign of flowers, the first phrase of tones.
The crackling leaves as I take each step,
New breathe, fresh love, each hour I kept.
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Kittens roll about while their mother watches,
Kids let their hand go for soccer matches.
The sun and moon took turns to guide us,
We chopped anything we needed off the forest.
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I slept under a big oak tree,
The wind kisses me softly.
The last scoop of snow melted in my hand,
I stood up and started all that I can.
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The big oak tree has taught me to love,
It taught me to live, and it taught me to laugh.
Taller I stand and older it grew,
So much more wisdom but time it just flew.
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One day my tree was taken from me,
I ran to the stump where it used to be.
I hugged it and cried, but it couldn't hear me...
I paid for the selfish who took it for free.
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The scratches I made on the bark were there.
The happy were gone and the sad marks were left.
Don't take what I have left oh please,
Why should I love when one day they'll leave?
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Sixteen years of safety and more decades of pain,
The garden is changed and never be the same.
The birds flew south towards greener plains.
I don't dare love and I'll keep what remains.
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